Pull a breath like another cigarette.

H8 you.

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 13:55:05 GMT

I h8 you.
I don't even know why you do this to me.
You know damn well I'm trying to be friendly.

Idno why, but I know that I want it.
And if I want it bad enough, I will get it.

Gawd, if I ever get the chance to talk to you and find out why you do what you do,
and it has smth to do with her, I'll kill the living daylights out of her.
No questions asked.

WOAH!

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 11:40:56 GMT

Busy ttm.
Currently addicted to faceboobie like crazy.
Will log on almost everyday to play mafia wars, farmville and pet society,
I am cyber crazy.

School is really wearing me out.
I love banding thou! Huhuhu.
But I wonder, dyou even know I exist? At all?

Uh-oh.

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 05:15:28 GMT

I don't mind watching transformers 2 in cinemas again.
Now here's a show worth my moolah.

Monday, monday, I have no school-leh. (In an attempt to rhyme).
But there's pre-prelims tmrw.
Better whip out those ss books.

Faceboobie is sucha huge distraction!
Mafia Wars, Pet Society and Farmville, just some of the games I am so hooked on.
Not forgetting Guitar Geek and Crazy Taxi too, with people constantly beating my score,
its hard not to try and regain your position!
Tell me, how can one abstain from faceboobie for just a day?

Define hectic.

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 11:54:59 GMT

Lotsa things have happened so far.
You call me a bitch like it's a bad thing. Hah.
Hunny, I alr know I'm one. Doesn't surprise me.
And mind you, I am not a bitch for fun, I don't do stuff out of the blue k.
I have reasons, damn good ones too.
And I don't owe you any explanation.
Life's a blockbuster drama I tell you.

Had the speech day prize and presentation thingy in the afternoon today.
It was alright. A bit too draggy.
Instead of allowing us to attend the bloody dinner, they shld make it free for us since the school cancelled prom night.
I'm very angry. Hmph.
I waited four years for prom night.
For what? For prom night.
And what? There isn't gna be any.
How awesome. _|_

Pre-prelims start next week.
Frankly, I haven't studied for it yet.
But its not that I don't care.
Dnt just takes a lot out of me. Really. Sigh.
And next week is gna be killer.
I have been warned. Countless number of times mind you.

Hahahah, a mess to be cleared!

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 13:29:39 GMT

Omg, omg, OMG.
Hahahahah.
Ohkay, one thing, firstly, hello.
Secondly, dyou remember, there's this one post, I wrote smth specific at the end?
Like what ah, letme recall, like er, maybe this? *looks down*

I need a break. Really. From you and everything.
She's not even pretty, lol. But you want her, and you got her.
I pity you! Have to bear with such a face.
I don't feel so bad after all.

Ohkay, ohkay, must hurry up and clear this mess. Hahahah.
Number one: I swear I ain't referring to anyone in damai. I'm taking it to the grave!
Number two: I wonder why, you, even for one moment thot I was referring to you. Hm.
Number three: My conscience is clear. (:

Ohkay, I'm done!
Oh how I h8 dnt. Sheesh.

Fun ttm.

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 15:11:06 GMT

Class bbq ytd.
Fun I guess, but somehow the duration seemed a little too short?
Some dramatic moments, but hey, what's life without drama yow?
I still think that nothing can beat the twoefive bbq we had.
Good times, good times.
All photos at faceboobie.
But I'm thinking of getting my hands on the originals so I can edit nicely.

Today was the Eurasiana concert at the esplanade.
The local eurasian musicians performed. Not all, just some.
Like John Molina, Claressa Monteiro, Jeremy Monteiro just to name a few.
The hosts were Brian Richmond, Eunice Olsen, Andrea D'Cruz and Hamish Brown.
I wanted to laugh when I saw Brian Richmond, cos apparently he died alr. Lawl.
Not literally him la, but his character in red thread.
Overall not bad.
Plus the S'pore Pop Orchestra is good.
Everything was just nice.

Ignorance is bliss.
Well not always.
Sometimes, it just plain hurts.

Read bitch.

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 09:42:43 GMT

Dear anonymous who commented on my post,

Hi. If you want to comment, just comment la, but put your real name if you have the balls or guts.
Its been said so many times that hate taggers/commenters are the most cowardly.
It is true. You come here to find fault becos you have no life.
All you do is hide behind your computer screens, commenting on people.
Do yourself and the world a huge favour and piss off.
If you want to comment, I have no problem, its freedom of speech, ofcos I know.
But have the decency to write your real name la. Assholes.
You say I have a horse face, if thats true, show me yours la. Can't be as bad as mine what hor.
If I'm immature then what are you? Loser.
You come here to disrupt the peace, don't write your name, then say stuffs that are irrelevant.
Eh hello, you grow up la! Learn to spell your freaking name and write it down la. Shite heads.
And, I don't think I'm pretty eh!
I KNOW I AM! Fucker. -.-

Chervon. (:

All smiles.

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 12:10:47 GMT

My one week holiday has officially ended.
My mom and sibs are back.
Ofcos I'm happy, it was beginning to get boring at home.
But on the other hand, my mom has started nagging again. Tsk.

At least mom promised to give me some moolah.
Yay, my wallet won't feel so naked anymore.
She's making it up to me, since she couldn't get much stuff in aussie.
Its currently winter time, and shops close arnd 5pm. Go figure.

My brother on the other hand, happened to like or rather love aussie.
He did sheep shearing. How cool is that la.
He got another soccer ball, a new wallet, and tons of chocs. Yummy.
My sister too, had a whale of a time. She got to see her godsister for the first time.
Little Justine (the godsisters' name) is super duper cute I tell you.

I'll post their peek-tures soon.
Even though its winter time, the peek-tures sure as hell don't give the weather away.

Cheerios.

Ohno.

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 12:45:09 GMT

Dnt and dnt and more bloody dnt.
This whole month my life revolves arnd dnt.
Oh, whoopee! -.-

To add insult to injury, we, secfours, weren't allowed to go for the famine camp.
Only two days yknow, then not allowed.
It looked like fun from all the photos I've seen, somewhere.
Tell me to make a difference, then don't allow us to go for the camp.
Take your suggestion and shove it up your ass la. Ugh.

Gss. Gss. Gss.
No $$. No $$. No $$.
Mango blazer and forever 21 stuffs are at the top of my list.

I need a break. Really. From you and everything.
She's not even pretty, lol. But you want her, and you got her.
I pity you! Have to bear with such a face.
I don't feel so bad after all.

Jt. <3

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 10:04:17 GMT

Saturday, hello weekend.
I've been busy doing my dnt, cos I have nth better to do whatttt. -.-
Mhmm, hate dnt la!

I'll be seeing my family off tmrw at the airport.
They're all going to aussie.
Yeah, all, except me.
If my holidays weren't so screwed up, I could maybe have fun during the week they're away.
But how to have fun when you're s'pose to be back in sch?

One more thing, no one is a virgin because the world screws everyone.

Rest day.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 11:49:52 GMT

Skipped extended program + dnt today.
Much needed rest.
Alr I have to go back to sch during the hols, so I shld be allowed to skip at least one day.

Happy Birthday to my dear mother!
She turned forty today.
But she's still living in denial.

Apple is having a student/teacher promotion on macbooks.
Oh perfect timing, cos I need a new lappy.
Only one thousand four hundred yknow, the cheapest macbook!
This is a must buy opportunity!
It can be a present for me from my mother, on her birthday, cos she has to give to receive! :D

"MOM, WHAT'S YOUR CREDIT CARD NUMBER?" *winks*

Ohman.

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 12:49:16 GMT

O lvl mother tongue paper today.
I really really need to get a B4. No less.
I'm still trying to recall whether I wrote my qn number for my compo.
Cos if I didn't then the markers will assume I did the first qn.
And then I'll fail cos I'm not answering the bloody qn.
I'm in agony now. Ohmy.

I pray, and ask everyone else to pray for me.
I am that desperate.
You have no idea, I bet.

On a lighter note, that's one paper down, hopefully I get a B la.
Then I can really consider it one paper down.

On a harsher note, I am way behind for dnt.
I'm expected to pass up my materials list on wed.
And I haven't even taken any measurements or touched my journal in two weeks. Mm.

Training ytd was not so intense.
I need to get the seat thingy, dunno what its called. Cos my butt hurts, aloooot.

Mm.

Thu, 28 May 2009 10:46:10 GMT

O lvls are actually not officially here yet and I have alr lost my mood to post.
It has been a really busy week with mother tongue intensive.
Please, I need a B4 for my mt, simple as that.

I can't keep quiet at all.
I can't sit still at all.
I made so much noise during mt today, I think I was feeling very happy.

Ohkay, I'm gna have breakfast with Rafiqa before mt paper on monday.
And I have an outing with Rafiqa for after mt paper.

Hi.I.Got.Bangs.
O.M.G. Everyone said that (:
Everyone: *does the forehead action* (the one that indicates you have bangs)
Me: =.= Get lost la.
Everyone: Hahahaha!

Outttt.

Sat, 23 May 2009 14:39:10 GMT

Damai drama club at the black box.
St. Patrick's drama club also performed, to my surprise.
Yez, it was worth my 5 bux. Thankfully.

Food Junction > Drama Centre > Library > Bugis Junction.

Not bad turn out for the performance.
Saw some familiar faces.
Plus the storyline is good, so yeah, overall is good.

So much walking, my dear feet deserve a rest.
Peek-tures soon.
I'll upload only afew.
The rest I'll just put it at facebook, if you're interested.

Prettyyyy.

GROUP PHOTO!

(?)

Fri, 22 May 2009 10:22:07 GMT

Kris all the way!
My whole family was practically rooting for Adam. Losers.
But when Kris won I had the last laugh.

Results are basically just numbers.
Its not how much you achieve. Its how much you put in for that achievement.
So I tell myself this just to feel a little better.

You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift is the song.
Yep, its that song, which puts everything in its place.
Its the song I shld sing to you, you know who you are.
I think I know where you belong. Its with me.

Watching some damai drama thingy tmrw.
Hope its worth my money.

I'm proud to say that I am a to-be owner of a new ipod touch.
And maybe a new laptop? Sony Vaio to be specific? *hint hint*

Baby, you gotta have goals.

Wed, 20 May 2009 07:56:04 GMT

Exams are over so let the results speak for itself.
Right now, the results aren't saying much in my aid.
They're all bloody C's.
The higher C ofcos, but still, I wanted a bloody B for maths.
It was my goal and I'm only one and a half marks away from it.

English is a definite pass, but its not a quality pass, and that's not good enough.
Really Chervon, is anything ever good enough?
Nope, not one bloody bit.

So for prelims I have set a few goals that I swear on my mother to achieve.
One. Quality pass for english.
Two. B for maths, high B mind you.
Three. Weekends is journal time cos I want an A grade for dnt, I don't mind a low A grade.
Four. My own science teacher thinks I can score A for science, so what do I think? I think I'm gna prove him right. Low A. Hahah.
Five. Really, I couldn't care less for malayyyy. Low C is what I aim to maintain.
Six. Darling humanities. I loooove geog, but can never score in ss. Prelims, I plan to get a high B and work towards an A.

Its not that I can't study, everyone can.
Its whether I choose to study or not. And previously I chose to not study.
But now, the importance of o lvls has suddenly hit me.
And I'm gna hit it right back, with good grades.

The topic of school is really boring, I know.
But I gotta add some sophisticated posts here and there.
I so don't wanna sound like those over dramatic crappy wannabes who have so many problems blahblah.
Really people. Life's what you fucking make it.
So don't just keep moping for goodness sake, fucking be happy in case you die the next day.

Lastly, check out modparade.livej
Cool clothes, affordable prices.
I'm not advertising it. -.- I'm sharing good deals.

Why are you looking at me when you claim that you don't like me?

Ah! Tired.

Sun, 17 May 2009 11:28:43 GMT

Training today.
I joined the idno which cc boating team.
Switch over from eurasian association boating team.
Too far to travel for land training thus my irregular attendance.
Currently aching all over. This is gna be my weekly sunday routine from now.
Warm up followed by rowing sets of one km, two km, technique correction then one km and short race.
I have never done so many strokes in my life.
Tired to the maxxxx.

S'pose to be mark validation day tmrw.
Damai is sucha screw up to have some bloody workshop skills on our one free day.
Ohwell.
Sacrifice for this year only then I'm freeee.
Deal with it Chervon.

Lost.

Sat, 16 May 2009 15:27:54 GMT

If you could see that I'm the one
who understands you, been here all along
so why can't you see, you belong with me,
you belong with me.

There was this time when we were so close.
We talked abt everything under the sun.
From breakups to soccer to fireworks, everything.
Everything.
But then one day it all stopped.
From forty to twenty to ten to none.
No more, becos I screwed up.
Imy, I really do.

Time does not erase memories, people do.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Thu, 14 May 2009 13:29:27 GMT

Won't you defend a person you deem your friend if someone said smth contradicting to you abt that friend?
You tell me.
No don't, show me rather.
Oh, nice, you missed your cue.
And there goes another chance.
This friendship is over. (:

I don't need sympathy or pity or anything.
I've just gotten to know some wrong friends and only realised it now.
Really, with all this drama, I don't really find a need for friend(s).
I've got one really good one who has been there thru thick and thin, and thats really enough.
Cos other friend(s), they just bring you down.
And occasionally slow you down.
Well actually only those friend(s), more in particular. Not all my friends.
However you look at it, its your choice.
I'm tuning out the world tonight, cos I don't need this.

Hahah.

Tue, 12 May 2009 11:01:30 GMT

1. You're reading my post.
2. Now you're saying/thinking thats a stupid fact.
4. You didn't notice that I skipped 3.
5. You're checking it now.
6. You're smiling.
7. You're still reading my post.
8. You know all you have read is true.
10. You didn't notice that I skipped 9.
11. You're checking it now.
12. You now realise I must have been very bored.

Out with RAFIQA today!
SUBWAY > POSB > COTTON ON.
Usual gossip session, duh.
When you put us tgt its non stop talking I tell you, really.
No photos. :-/
My bimbo bestf brought her camera, but apparently forgot to take photos.
And she promised not to die until we take a photo tgt.
Awh so sweet.
And I'm not mean to call her a bimbo.
Even the facebook 'how blonde are you test' says so.
Take that! Hmph.

Title.

Mon, 11 May 2009 12:46:33 GMT

BBBBORED.
Online shopping followed by re arranging my whole cupboard and getting rid of unwanted clothes.
Two movies back to back on HBO.
Finished Who's That Girl by Alexandra Potter.

I've achieved quite a lot today if you'd ask me.

Maybe I'm gng to study physics tmrw.
How often dyou see the words Chervon and study in the same sentence huh?
Not very often, right?
You'll only see it if there's a doesn't in the middle.
Oh how stress can change a person.
And mind you, this is not the stress to study kinda stress, no no.
Its the competitive stress actually. The stress that makes you realise someone could actually do better than you in a subj.
And therefore you get cracking to win back your title.
Believe me, its not nice knowing you've lost that title after upholding it for, say, what, almost a year?
That was before someone stole it from under my nose, and then I regained it back the next year for a few months.
But I think I'm losing it a-gain.
And the words Chervon and lose does not always appear in the same sentence ever.
Unless there is a never in the middle. (:

Ouch, ):

Sat, 09 May 2009 14:28:52 GMT

Gastric pains are taking me over.
Is this punishment for not eating regularly? Ohman.
I heard the E6 girls had fun tday during their study session.
Awesome!

Everyone should own a copy of grease I tell you.
I've watched the movie and the musical when ITE performed it.
Now that is awesome to the maxxxx!
Hairspray is not that bad either.
I mean Zac Efron is starring in it, and Amanda Bynes too.
Its good, if you ask me, I've watched it close to ninety nine times.

Teeve is addictive. But given the fact that they keep showing repeats, I bet video stores will be earning.
I loike video ezy for days when its raining and there's sorbet in the fridge.

I have a limit, there's a fine line. And you're crossing it blindly.
Save yourself now, really, give me what is rightfully mine and shut your trap.
I'm not materialistic. _|_ You're just bloody stupid.
You better be prepared for a whole lot of ugly coming at you.

Er.

Fri, 08 May 2009 11:02:37 GMT

I think that maybe I did put in enough effort for mid years.
I actually know what are amphoteric oxides. Dyou?
I know my skills for ss, but maybe I don't know how to apply them. :-/
Its like this is a new Chervon.

Go listen to knock you down by keri hilson.
One, its nice. Two, its addictive.

Its a friday and I'm at home, hmmm.
I cancelled all plans, I want me time.
Which in case you didn't alr know, is time to sleep.

And, eh hello, this is a new Chervon. Yez, I'm addressing youuuu.
I don't give attitude neither do I receive it.
So you sit your little ass down, and you pass me the paper nicely like all the other 23 students in class do.
You don't like me, I don't like you but there's no reason to mistreat the paper.
Now go and reflect you good for nothing fuckface.

Fresh.

Thu, 07 May 2009 11:52:55 GMT

I'm starting brand new. Back to livej, all proper and everything.
But I warn you that I won't keep this charade up for very long. When o's roll in, I'll be on another hiatus and on major moodswings.

Being on good terms with every living thing is my mid year resolution.
Its my last year in damai and I wanna leave knowing I made friends not enemies.
Obviously both parties must be willing for this to happen.
Everyone makes mistakes and bad choices sometimes.
If everyone didn't forgive, maybe not forget la, but forgive then wouldn't this world really suck?
I'm taking back every mean thing, really. I mean it.
First new post, and a new start.

I'm a happy girl.

Bullshit.

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 12:42:17 GMT

Fush Yu Mang.

The above statement is an intentional mispelling of smth.
Credits, smashmouth.
Anyone up for a guess?
Ohno, dearest laptop has low battery life.
Damn, I'm lazy to charge it.

Holla, last day of paper.
Whoopeedoo.
Monday will be a relaxing day.
Time to rejuvenate and stuffs.

I am so screwed la. I tell you, I tell you I can never get along with any guy.
And believe me, any guy.
Nevermind, I seriously can't be bothered with what you think of me alr.
Like seriously, you're not all that.
I must have been blind and stupid, did I mention dumb to like you.
Like yeah, so we had a few good times, big deal.
But you never did appreciate our friendship.
This is bullshit.